Family. Um. I'd like to have my own family. Nevermind the fact that I'm pretty scared fucking terrified of touching a dick, even moreso of having one touch my vagina. But if I ever have my own kid, I'd prefer it to be a boy, because then I wouldn't have to deal with him getting his first period and having to explain that stuff. I'd also like if he had a slightly younger sibling so that they wouldn't get too lonely.

I'd like to name my kid Jay or Lian/Ren, because they can be a girl's name and a boy's name. As silly as it sounds, the only reason why I picked Lian/Ren is because he's my favorite character from Shaman King. Other boy names that I have in mind were Jared, Julian, Quinton, or Zeren. I think Quinton is a pretty unique name, because it's like the only name I know that starts with a Q. And I like the letter Q. Even though that's the name of a person that forever has just a tiny little space in my heart though I'll never see/talk to him ever again. (Way to make things dramatic, Becky.) Zeren because I like the name and I'm pretty sure I will never meet another person named Zeren. But it'll probably be pronounced as-is and not "Zaron." I know that if my significant other knew about Quinton and Zeren, they probably wouldn't want our kids to be named after them... so I wouldn't mind if they don't want those names. And I just like Jared and Julian for no real reason.

Girl names, I've always liked Kyra, Emma, and Mely. Emma mostly because of Emma Watson and Ross and Rachel's baby Emma from Friends. Kyra... I don't know. Maybe I'm just a Kyrix fangirl lol. I like Mely because my best friend from 2nd-5th grade was named Mely and she's the sweetest person I know. But then I had to move away and we talked occasionally on the phone from 6th to 7th grade... and then we just stopped. ;_;

I also want to adopt a kid, have someone out of my own race. A ginger kid would be cute LOL. I always imagined adopting a white kid with light hair and pretty eyes, or a ginger kid with freckles and curly/wavy hair. My mom doesn't want me to adopt because "why would you take care of someone else's kids when you have your own" but hey, I think it'd be pretty cool.

Obviously I'd like my kids to take school seriously. I don't want them to take it seriously to the point where all they do is study and do schoolwork and strive to get a 100+ report card unless they want to; an 85-90+ average is good enough for me. One or two "meh" grades are fine, because not everyone is good at every single subject and they're bound to have some shitty teachers once in a while.

For my side of my family: my parents. I want them to live near me. Somewhere where I can reach them easily in case anything happens, preferably within 10ish minutes by car - even across the street or the house next to mine or something, but definitely not in my house like my mom wants to. Even though I might have complained about my mom bitching or my dad being annoying, I still love them very much. I want to be able to feed them the finest foods and buy them the house that they've always wanted, especially since the houses in New York City are mostly cramped because of the huge population.

It'd be cool if my sister lived near me too, so that we can go shopping or go out to lunch or be cute and go grocery shopping together. I'd actually really like it if my sister and I could get closer to each other, because we're not that close right now, though we've gotten a lot closer this year. But yeah, that's probably not going to happen because she's more of a city girl that wants to live in a flat in Manhattan while I'd like to live in the suburbs.

Sorry if this post was boring to read. I think it was mostly me rambling anyway. I'll try to make the next one more interesting :P

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